They want me to share this MKULTRA Special ops project NBA NFL MLB UFC etc

I get persistent feedback to share this and taylored harassment sometimes or feedback for some reason based on this. If this is relevant to people or helps people I will share that I had great social anxiety growing up as a teenager. I imagine lots do. I still have it as an adult. I always was afraid that people were going to start physically fighting. I didn't like people trying to be cool. If people try to be cool nowadays I don't really care. I don't know when I started getting messed with. I didn't like my town I lived in. I never felt comfortable here. Never fit in. And really it isn't the town I've never fit in anywhere. Now I actually am made to feel more comfortable here than other places by homeland security. I still have social anxiety as an adult but not the same now it is definitely due to harassment, feeling followed. I actually feel I am part extrovert part introvert. I often times don't like sitting around too long and I like to get out. When I am free I like talking to people. With this program people will try to harass me so that's a problem. I'm wanderlust in good weather and when I feel free. I played basketball all through childhood I was in 3-4 leagues at a time I was obsessed, probably a musical instrument would have been better. I didn't play in high school and got depressed. I should have played parks n rec because it was fun and healthy. The only place I really ever felt comfortable as a kid was playing sports. As I got older I realized sport is used for propaganda and for molding the nation. I played football in high school as my sport outlet. I thought I wasn't good enough to start for skilled positions was told I was going to grow so I picked lineman. That was mistake. I didn't know anything about nutrition. I put on alot of weight since I stopped playing basketball all day. And I tried beef up for the sport. I was tiny. But it was a good learning experience. A former teammate later after college posted this big long post about UnAmerican Activities committee and starting a new one. I felt it was directed at me. He was kind of weird guy. Now the security services do all this grandiose propaganda with sport mind control etc directed at me. Something happened when I was a kid and they started monitoring me. That's why I share this. At one point when I was in Catholic school I daydreamed that God was really a human mob boss. Joe Atwill actually has theorized that Jesus was Roman Emperor, Titus Flavius. My confirmation teacher later stalked me and yelled FU to me for unclear reasons. Still don't know if he was serious. I actually think the Antifa vs White Nationalist fights is, in part, an MK Ultra Fight Club directed at me. The KKK had a headquarters in this town. When I was at occupy I believe the security services started fights so I would break them up. I'm too old for that now unless I see someone getting pummeled I'm going other way. I used to step in and stop that. They still on occasion create confrontations. I still fear being in crowds because I worry that a fight is going to break out. It's a little irrational. Thats why those people started that fight at Disneyland. And other places.